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As I STAND HERE IN THE DARKNESS OF THESE DARK SHADOWS ACHING, CAN YOU SOMEHOW FIND THE LIGHT OF FORGIVENESS IN THIS MOMENT OF MY BREAKING?ARE YOU ABLE TO FIND A SMALL CANDLE OF LIGHT THROUGH THE DARK CRACK OF MY LIFE'S WINDOW? DO YOU SEE BEYOND THE DARK HOURS OF TORMENTING POOR CHOICES AND THE PAIN RIDDEN CONSEQUENCES THAT I ALONE HAVE HAD TO SEW?OH, I HAD AN AIRPLANE IN THAT HIGH MATERIALISTIC SKY THAT WAS SURE TO SUCCEED, BUT A LICK OF DOUBT HERE AND A LICK OF STRUGGLE THERE PULLED DOWN AT MY CRAZY OVER- WORKED FLIGHT OF GOOD DEED. EVENTUALLY,  I LOST MY WAY BLIND TO MY LIFE'S REAL NEED.AH YES, THAT DARK SEED OF TIME HAS A BITTER COLD WIND OF DESTRUCTION THAT CAN BLOW THROUGH ONE'S FEEBLE BONES OF GOOD WILL AND INTENTION. LEAVING BEHIND NOTHING BUT SORROW, EMPTY VOICEMAILS, UNANSWERED PHONES, AND ONE BIG UNPAID BILL.ALONG THIS STRUGGLED PATH THERE WERE FLICKERS OF SUPPORT AND TRUE LOVE, ALTHOUGH THESE TOO WERE NOT WHAT FAIRYTALES HAVE ALWAYS BEEN MADE OF.NO HAPPILY EVER AFTERS NO FAIRYTALE'S END, NO HEART THAT A FAIRYTALE'S GOD MOTHER CAN MEND.NO MORE ATTA GIRLS, NO MORE DADDY, MAMA, OR SISTER HUGS HOLDING YOU AFFLOAT, HELL EVEN YOUR OWN CHILDREN HAVE SEEMED TO JUMP OFF YOUR MISUNDERSTOOD AND FICTIONAL LOVE - BOAT.THAT SEED OF DARKNESS GROWS CONSUMING THE FLICKERS OF CANDLE LIGHT LEFT ABOUT AND SOON ONE BY ONE ALL THEM CANDLES OF SUPPORT AND LOVE ARE PERMANENTLY BURNED OUT.OH, I HAD AN AIRPLANE IN THAT HIGH MATERIALISTIC SKY THAT WAS SURE TO SUCCEED, BUT A LICK OF DOUBT HERE AND A LICK OF STRUGGLE THERE PULLED DOWN AT MY CRAZY OVER- WORKED FLIGHT OF GOOD DEED. EVENTUALLY,  I LOST MY WAY BLIND TO MY LIFE'S REAL NEED.OH,YES THAT DARK SEED OF TIME HAS A COLD BITTER WIND OF DESTRUCTION THAT CAN BLOW THROUGH ONE'S FEEBLE BONES OF GOOD WILL AND INTENTIONLEAVING BEHIND NOTHING BUT SORROW, EMPTY VOICEMAILS, UNANSWERED PHONES AND ONE BIG UNPAID BILL.BY: TARA LEA CATLIN-CHAMBLIN For: Earth-and-Meadows1969 JULY 2ND, 2014 AND REDITED ON MARCH 1ST,2015. AND AGAIN ON 3-02-15 AND AGAIN ON THIS 27TH DAY OF JULY IN THE YEAR OF WAKAN TANKA OF 2017.All Copyrights Reserved This 27th day of July of WAKAN TANKA'S YEAR of 2017.